Well, I've kind of intentionally built a lot of my act around being wild and unpredictable and literally bleeding on stage occasionally, but the ideal is to not actually self-destruct, just stay by that edge, and I know I always get too close.

[He shrugs. It's not something he's used to trying to discuss honestly, but it is something he things about a lot.]

I dunno, I mean, I thought maybe he'd come to the concert since it was kind of in his honor, but I guess not. And Mandy hasn't seen him since she brought him the divorce papers, so who knows what hole he's crawled into.