Curt Wild (
thewildone) wrote2011-06-08 10:10 pm
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32nd Note
[Voice]
[Ahem. Voice clearing. This is an important announcement.]
Brian Slade.
[pause]
Wait, what? That's n--goddam fucking why the hell stupid hair--and I left. Me. Wanting to possibly see him again isn't in the same league as--shit [sounds of kicking a chair, accidentally knocking over and breaking lamp] Oh, for--who am I even trying to kid?
[sigh]
So, yeah, okay, fair enough.
[Ahem. Voice clearing. This is an important announcement.]
Brian Slade.
[pause]
Wait, what? That's n--goddam fucking why the hell stupid hair--and I left. Me. Wanting to possibly see him again isn't in the same league as--shit [sounds of kicking a chair, accidentally knocking over and breaking lamp] Oh, for--who am I even trying to kid?
[sigh]
So, yeah, okay, fair enough.
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[Stephen isn't entirely sure the best way to respond. His always been more of a listener than a commentator. Instead he places a hand on Curt's shoulder.]
Did going back make it better or worse?
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I guess better. Back home I knew there was one person who understood without me having to say anything, and a lot of people who have pieces of the story and think that means they know something and I'd never tell any of them a damn thing more. Here I've lost the people who knew me best so...look, I'm just glad you put up with me talking about something that was important so it doesn't feel like someone else's life. I mean, I don't feel too good right now but I don't feel like doing anything unusually stupid either.
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